The Silent, Destructive, but Diabolical Tenant | Under the Spell: My Reasons & Seasons with demon Jezebel 👠❤️👅
The Thorns, Pricks, & Thistles of a "Free Spirit": The Trauma, Pride, & the Jezebelistic Flow✨
These are TRUE, factual stories and true scenarios that I have faced while realizing and pointing out at a much more earlier time that I was under heavy JEZEBEL influence, Check back here because as I will update ALL these stories with their endings...
Queen JEZEBEL is recognized for some of her tactics regarding:
- Control
- Manipulation
- Deception
- Rebellion
- Witchcraft
- Idolatry
- Lust
- Perversion
- I DECREE In the Name of
- and by the Blood of: Yashaya,/Jesus Christ of NAZARETH
- I AM DAUGHTER of The Living God I AM, Ahayah Asher Ahayah, (Exodus 3,13-15)
Upon my death or further injury, I summons the IMMEDIATE, utter subjection, annihilation, destruction, and complete Execution of JEZEBEL demon, ALL her demonoid supporters and helpers, and ALL her Co-Spirits...
#STORYTIME 1:
I HAD NO IDEA that I was harbouring the demon 👿 JEZEBEL for ALL these years until I started getting older and becoming more spiritually Vigilant and spiritually-refined...
It took me excessive amounts of trauma, pain, regret, anger, hurt to distinguish situations and to come to this spiritual conclusion, but Facts ARE Facts.✨
And that's Exactly how Ms. Jezebel got in and took possession of my body to inhabit, while I was in my early childhood years of coping through my hurts, pains, and traumas...
Now that I'm much older and I'm intensely-spiritually refined, I can so much easier spot the JEZEBEL spirit in people, places, things, and in situations. I know her spirit. I know her intentions.
Jez and I have had many years together. She has cleverly and sneakily inhabitated my existence dormantly initially. But roughly I would say that JEZEBEL demon has been using me as a host for at LEAST OVER forty years.
I'm confident that she more than likely "entered me"/took possession when I was a child because I was much more emotional and open about my thoughts, fears, and feelings.
#STORYTIME 2:
JEZEBEL in Operation:
Actually.... I am LIGHT 🕯️ with DARK. The difference between me, demonic peoples, and other Satanic worshippers is that I have the Spirit of The Living God in me.
When I'm under JEZEBEL spirit, it happens instantly because it happens in the Spirit. JEZEBEL doesn't love me, but she doesn't want to let me go either. She doesn't want to depart from or be separate from me.
I definitely Feel more willing, and more open in a "sinister" kind of way.
I Feel more "insta-courage", confident, and more empowered to getting what I want. In other words:
I DON'T GIVE A FLUCK when I'm under that spirit.
I WANT WHAT I WANT.
AND, I DO WHAT I WANT TO... PERIOD.
I'm not considering black or white, right or wrong, what's good or evil. All that's out the door 🚪. I'm focused on and I'm excited about getting results that I DESIRE. Little else matters. Just like the Real JEZEBEL demon...
#STORYTIME 3:
I CONFESS...
1. I remember distinctively why I was so mad for many years, with one of my great aunts. My great aunt was a Powerful woman of Christ-like Authority. I thought she was mean and just picking on me. But now, all things coming together, I understand that she may have detected JEZEBEL demon on me back then, and she wanted me to break from spiritual bondage, and maybe, she was aware that I was suffering from spiritual oppression and spiritual interference.
I also understand that for many years I secretly was fearful and dd not really want to join a church, nor get baptized, and get Lit for serving God. Something under my surface harshly avoided it. Everytime the thought of going to church, getting saved came to play, I avoided it at all costs. I didn't realize back then that JEZEBEL was interfering with me back then. I just was trying to avoid the church. The Question is, What was I afraid of? Or really, what was JEZEBEL afraid of?
She DID enter me as a child because I recall a disturbing incident I'd experienced many years ago, when I was in elementary school. (I also understand that Satan LOVES to target and attack EARLY anyone who chooses The Living God.)
Right Now,
I shred up the spirit of fear, I shred up the spirit of disdain towards my great aunt. I release her from my disdain,negativity, and unforgiveness. I Activate Love and Forgiveness towards my great aunt. She was right. I was wrong.
I decree and declare in the name of Jesus Christ Yashaya of Nazareth...
I remember I was in elementary school as a little child, and I remember asking one of my classmates if he'd ever sexed his sister. Yup, you've read this right.
I realized after I spoke those dangerous and perverted words, just how spiritually sick and contaminated I was at that time. I was being spiritually breeded to Perversion. I was onboard for Hades through Sexual Sin. JEZEBEL already had a strong grip of me:
Spirit of Perversion, I burn you with Lava fire 🔥 of the Living God.
For a long time, I coped with heavy streams of depression, suicide, isolation, and pain-harbouring. These words are ALL bad words, and to be used together are AWFUL words to use in a group to describe Anything.
To me, it literally feels as though I'm speaking about an actual living person, but I'm really talking about a spirit, a persona in a spirit. A living, demonic spirit who is Not to be Trusted AT ALL. That spirit JEZEBEL.
Like witches, demons 👿 are generally NEVER to be Worshipped and Never to be Trusted. Their whole point and mission includes overall human dominance, destruction and annihilation for us as humans because in the Spirit Realm, demons and witches desire control over humans because humans naturally outrank them by default according to natural, spiritual law:
John 10:10 (KJV) The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
Non-demonized humans should also Never Trust witches or demons, under Any Circumstance. Demons come to plant negative thoughts and entice unruly actions in order to afflict chaos, instability, and drama.
They bring disease, ailments, and trauma and more suffering. Witches use word curses, spells, and rituals to activate those demons to perform evil works. Trust in them is abominable. It's incredibly amazing just how many people Actually work for and do iniquity for Satan. I never saw or understood this before, but I understand this now.*
#STORYTIME 4:
PROMISCUITY, LUST REBELLION, DEFIANCE & TEMPTATION: One of the influences I have experienced being "under JEZEBEL" is the time when I was under a sexually-naughty influence. At the time, I had a long-time boyfriend, he was an older gentleman. We had a loving, passionate relationship. And one day while we was hanging out, I boldly decided that I was going to perform oral sex on him right outside of a Catholic church that we was hanging out at nearby. At that time, I was a lot younger. I remember activating my "care free free spirit" flow! In that moment, without realizing, I Activated Lady JEZEBEL. That persona of being Naughty and sexually defiant. He was DOWN! So I did!
#STORYTIME 5:
When I was younger, I was extremely favorable to the opposite sex. Especially with older men. Race didn't matter. I was a " percolating ticket item" with a busty chest line, thick thighs, and moderate booty. I wasn't a BIG BOOTY BUMPER or nothing, but I didn't Have to be. I was a tall, brown-skinned, percolator baby. With what I had, I had ENOUGH. And there was MORE than enough attractive men flirting around and checking in for me babes, internationally!
I was the type, when I was younger: I was on that You come to Me status so that I know you're really interested vibe.
As a teenager, I was kind of a Tomboy. As I started to develop the boobs, the hips, the thick thighs, the thick legs, you know, start to full and plump out.
I was the type, I LOVED and craved the attention from a variety of interested men. That's why I use Fire 🔥 up apps like WhatsApp, Facebook, etc. You could "eye-candy" and snatch up whoever garnished your interest. I had a knack for drawing the crowd. My conversations seemed to lure in people from all walks of life. I enjoyed the attention that I got from this.
I also liked to take nude and semi-nude photography for men to lure their interest. At that time, I had a flat stomach and the proper body to go with it. So me and one of my closest ace boon coons, one of my closest homegirls would go through and gather up our lingerie and produce photography of each other. The Spirit of JEZEBEL: the attraction, the lure, the solicitation, the seduction.
My girl would rock her French maid ensembles, while I rocked a T-shirt and a thong or a dressy, yet provocative blouse and a lace thong to match with some tall boots to wear. Or I'd rock an island twizzler top with some silver open toe sandal pumps 👠.
#STORYTIME 3: PROCEEDING ON MY JEZEBEL
THE JEZEBEL LURE (VIA MAKEUP): I enjoyed rocking makeup that would accent my distinctive, large eyes. One of the TOP FEATURES men liked about my face was my eyes. Alot of men said that I have "bedroom eyes". Yeah baby. (Smile)
I enjoyed "accenting", " dressing up" my eyes and my full, plump lips with complimenting colors and tones. I use whites and blacks, sparkles, confettis, browns, silvers, grays, and and golds.
Rarely would I EVER wear red ♥️ lipstick. It's just not my style or my color. And if I were to wear any red ♥️ on my face, I'd accent and tone it down with black or brown lip liner.
I was much quick to sex a dude that I really liked and cared for. But I don't operate on regrets. If we're going to DO THIS, we're not half-assing.
DO IT RIGHT, OR DON'T DO IT AT ALL.
He had to Prove to me that Beyond Any shadow of doubt, regret, or reversal, that me and him had a Powerful connection.
#STORYTIME 4:
One time, I did something bold and unimaginable.
There was this very attractive, tall, older man with a Really nice body, a beautiful Caribbean accent, and long, beautiful dreads who worked at my job. He and I became very close quickly.
We would fiercely flirt 😚 back and forth with one another throughout the day on the work floor, until one day, we started going AT IT in the hallway of my homegirl's apartment complex!
Kissing, tonguing 👅, touching, gripping, , pushing, pulling, ALL DAT shyt was included and I was trying so bad to Not Tear his Damn clothes off!🔥
SPIRIT OF JEZEBEL: LUST, FLIRTING & TEMPTATION: My life instantly became that CIARA song: "CRUSH"(2006)
He said I tried to "run him off the road with a deeply romantic text message I sent him. LOL! 😄
In summary, I sent him a very romantic, detailed, and passion-filled text message about different ways I could HAVE HOT SEXY FUN with his body.
THE PROBLEM WAS, he had a wife at home. That was the shyt-kicker, but I Truly was " in JEZEBEL mode". I wanted what I WANTED. I didn't Give a Damn! To have him and what I wanted, the way I wanted it, I was almost willing to take him with her STILL in the picture. 😉 #UNNACCEPTABLEBEHAVIOR
With this same man, another story occured. I invited him over one day while my homegirl was at work. He came over. I told him to give me a few minutes while I "changed in to something more comfortable". I went in my homegirl's bedroom and threw on some lingerie that I Knew he would Like. Then I put on some strappy, silver, four inch heels 👠 to go with the sexy ensemble. He LOVED IT. We ended up making out in my homegirl's living room but when he started to rise, he covered himself. So we both ended up stopping. At that moment, I wanted his wife at home to EVAPORATE so I could savagely Ravage her husband Real Quick. I was in my moment, Feeling JEZEBEL.
We actually ended up moving on in our separate ways. He did mention to me in the beginning that he was married and had a wife. I know, he's STILL with his wife. I was hurt until I met a new Love.
